RazorBlade Romance.

ill sit here on my bed just thinking about what happen to make me pull out my old friend his name is Mr razor blade he brings me much joy when i am sad just one cut and its like I'm in heaven once i start its hard to stop if its so wrong why does it feel so right why am i drawn to him every night to make my pain go away as i start to cut i just cant help but think what if i go to deep what if i cant stop the blood from coming out of my arm i don't know if it such a good idea but i just can help myself as i do one more cute i now know its a bad idea that's it I'm gone every thing goes black i hear my mum crying what i have i done to late now I'm gone