Ebony.

When we first met i was a nerdy ass wannabe emo kid who hadn't hit puberty yet,

I was majorly depressed, been in and out of places for my depression.

We met on in march you were with morgan and ema,

Morgan was on your left ema on your right,

you were right in the middle,

i thought you were fucking beautiful,

i only talked to you for a minute or so but then you had to go, i wanted to talk to you more,

i went into Morgans stickam several times hoping to find you sitting there but day after day i was disappointed, then finally there you were sitting next to morgan typing away.

I said, is that ebony?

and you flipped out, haha

i asked you to go to cornstalk with me and you said maybe.

After that day we were on the phone day in and day out,

we couldn't be separated,

i even remember how when you got grounded you would sneak your house phone or your brothers or even emas.

i miss those days.

i remember us fighting to stay awake just to talk to each other.

The long summer nights that were so amazing in every way.

You touched my heart in way i never thought possible.

You actually made me feel loved, when others didn't.

I fucked up though on several accounts,

With Dani and i'm so sorry for that, she was a mistake from the beginning but you helped me get over her.

Then again with ema, i fucked up also i had no idea what i was thinking it was wrong on so many levels and should of never happened.

After ema i got my act together, to make up for what i done i was gonna smother you in love, cause i thought you'd love it.

You always said that you would, but right when i actually started giving a fuck you started drifting away from me,

Then finally you left all together for another guy, i cried for weeks, i couldn't get over you, i mean almost 6 months ended like that, it killed me, i must of had over 7 suicide attempts in a month.

I couldn't eat, i couldn't drink, all i could do is smoke marijuana, and drink booze, and think of you,

I changed since the day you left me, it's like along with our relationship dying something else died inside me as well,

i miss you like crazy, and now i'm kicked out of your life, i now know your completely over me, and it's tearing me apart, i miss us and the way we used to be, back when you were mine and i was yours, Ebony i still love you and i don't know what to do besides hold my head up high, and put on a big fake smile and pretend everything ok when in reality i'm dying slowly and painfully on the inside.

Cause baby i'm Never Gonna Let You Go.

Oh no, oh no, oh

They say that hate has been sent
So let loose the talk of love
Before they outlaw the kiss
Baby, give me one last hug

There's a dream that I've been chasing
Want so badly for it to be reality
And when you hold my hand then I understand
That it's meant to be 'cause, baby, when you're with me

It's like an angel came by, oh and took me to heaven
Like you took me to heaven, girl
'Cause when I stare in your eyes it couldn't be better
I don't want you to go, oh no, so

Let the music blast, we gon' do our dance
Bring the doubters on, they don't matter at all
'Cause this life's too long and this love's too strong
So baby, know for sure that I'll never let you go

I got my favorite girl
Not feeling no pain, no fear
Don't have a care in the world
Why would I when you are here?

There's a moment I've been chasing
And I finally caught it out on this floor
Baby, there's no hesitation, no reservation
By taking a chance and more, oh no, because

It's like an angel came by and took me to heaven
Like you took me to heaven, girl
'Cause when I stare in your eyes, it couldn't be better
I don't want you to go, oh no, so

Let the music blast, we gon' do our dance
Bring the doubters on, they don't matter at all
'Cause this life's too long and this love's too strong
So baby, know for sure that I'll never let you go

It's like an angel came by and took me to heaven
Like you took me to heaven, girl
'Cause when I stare in your eyes, it couldn't be better
I don't want you to go, oh no, so

Take my hand, let's just dance
Watch my feet, follow me
Don't be scared, girl, I'm here
If you didn't know, this is love

Let the music blast, we gon' do our dance
Bring the doubters on, they don't matter at all, oh baby
'Cause this life's too long and this love's too strong
So baby, know for sure that I'll never let you go

So don't fear, don't you worry 'bout a thing
I am here, right here, I'll never let you go
Don't shed a tear whenever you need me
I'll be here, I'll never let you go

Oh no, oh no, oh
I'll never let you go
Oh no, oh no, oh
I'll never let you go

Smiles and her laughter,
It's the only thing that I've been waiting for, a time.
Regardless of our distance, and our hope, cuz were
Swept by pretty eyes and letters for, a time.
The only thing that I've been waiting for.

I hope it's something worth the waiting,
'Cause it's the only thought that I ever feel real.
Thunderstorms could never stop me,
'Cause there's no one in the world like Ebony.

She's simple yet confusing,
Her sparkling eyes make me weak at my words, they tremble.
Days seem like years in this month of December.
The winter, coldens me for I have yet to sleep.
And never, will I give up trying 'cause you're everything to me.

I hope it's something worth the waiting,
It’s the only time that I ever feel real.
Thunderstorms could never stop me,
'Cause there's no one in the world like Ebony.

There's no one in the world like Ebony..

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